You're not a zombie, Eli. Your... default state is just different. My shit got changed up too.
[ His stomach suddenly gurgles. ] Like that, I'm fuckin' hungry all the damn time. And my resting heart is too fast and literally all of my body hair grows to damn fast now. Things change.
[ He snorts. ] Doesn't the internet think you absorbed me in the womb or something, since no one's ever seen me? Don't believe everything you see.
[ It's definitely time for breakfast and maybe let his hubby sleep in. He's very cute when he sleeps, it's hard not to just gaze at him lovingly. ]
We've always been hairy, you're the one who started shaving the second puberty hit. [ But he softens into a smile. ] Thanks... it's gonna be just fine for you too, I know it.
[ That makes him scoff. He's definitely heard that one before. ]
It helps me swim.
[ Sure sounds better than "body hair is gross" but that's Eli's opinion, man. He smiles, looking down at Hank too. Maybe he can't have him romantically (does he want that? Or is that Ezra's blood talking?) but he can have his support. They're a pack. He can feel that, deep in his core. He wouldn't be sane without it, evidently. ]
[ He gets a laugh out of the Ezra Kamski conspiracy theories. 'Ezra is Elijah's public identity! Body double! Android clone!' Hilarious. ]
Uh huh. [ Well you don't have to worry about it now, at least.
Aw, Eli actually looks sweet looking down at Hank... he knows his feelings are partially his fault but. There are worse people to have feelings for, he supposes. Hank won't ever lead him on anyway. ]
Pretty much. You're gonna be happy and safe whether you like it or not, dammit.
[ It's a pretty sweet side effect to being a vampire. Though once Elijah figures out how to influence people, he could go out in his pj's and people would think he looks great. ]
Quite the threat.
[ Of course, he's lucky. He knows he's lucky. Hank and Ezra are both too good for him, but he's always been good at taking advantage of a good thing. ]
So, my ridiculously hungry brother, do you want to go make breakfast? I'm interested in seeing if I can stomach coffee.
[ Lil Ezra's starving tummy gurgles again and he makes a face. ]
Yes, please. Make some extra for Hank when he gets up.
[ He leans down to give his hubby a smooch before he rolls out of bed and heads to the closet. He slips on some sweat pants and one of Hank's band shirts before heading on out of the room. ]
I don't really see any reasons you couldn't, especially on a full tank. Just barf in the sink if you have to.
I will. Though I sincerely hope you don't keep that instant drivel in your home.
[ Wow, you know Hank is special when Elijah Kamski doesn't complain about making him coffee. Elijah rolls his eyes (jealously) as he watches his brother kiss his husband. It's also super obvious that the shirt he's wearing isn't his, but that's the privilege you get from marrying a perfect man.
Elijah's wearing the same as yesterday. He tries to even out some of the wrinkles but gives up halfway through. Whatever. ]
Please don't talk about me like I'm some manner of blood-driven car. That's disgusting.
[ He snorts. ] Of course not. What do you take me for? Only the good shit in my house.
[ Yep, you're so transparent bro. It's super cute. Look at him, caring. Proof Elijah Kamski has a heart.
But he snorts. ]
Sounds like some shitty sci-fi movie that I'm sure exists. Alright, fine. What terminology would you prefer, then? [ He heads over to the coffee maker and switches it on. ]
[ Yeah, he'll make coffee for Hank, it's definitely not a big deal! Elijah Kamski totally doesn't have a heart!! He's dead and cold! ]
I haven't decided yet. But I'd rather you try and sound normal. You can just say I'm still full, or I just ate or— [ He scoffs. ] Not that I have a "full tank."
...not really, no. [ He goes to get a pan out and a bowl to whisk the eggs together. ] If you need my blood, you need my blood. I'd give you my coat if you were cold, same thing.
[ He turns to look at him and... grins slowly. It's very Cheshire Cat like. ] You're so sentimental.
Forgive me for draining your blood and somehow assigning value to it.
[ Oh, he's blushing. He buries his head in his hands and and grumbles. Time to start the coffee grinder so that he can't hear or see his brother's stupid face. ]
It's probably a vampire thing. Or perhaps it's a "you saved my life" thing. Ass.
[ ...aw, Eli. Ellie. Ellie-wellie big bro. Gavin puts down the whisk and heads over to him, hugging him from behind in front of the counter. He presses his forehead against his back. ]
Yeah, yeah. I'm sorry, sometimes I joke because I'll go crazy if I don't. [ He squeezes him a little. ] You're welcome, Elijah. I know it's a big deal but it's not a hard choice because it's... you.
[ A pause and then he's quiet, but still audible. ] 'Cause I need you.
[ Elijah pretends to grumble once Ezra comes and gives him a hug. Ew, gross. Not really though. It's nice. He feels right like this. They were one before. They belong together. It always feels right to have him close. This is definitely not just a vampire thing, but a twin thing.
He sighs, turning his head back just slightly so he can mumble. ]
[ Ezra hides his smile in Eli's back, squeezing him again. His fingers find folds in his sweater, holding it gently, much in the way he would when they were little boys and Ezra would toddle behind him so they wouldn't get lost. ]
When I felt you turn... I thought I was too late. [ He presses closer. ] It was the worst thing I've ever felt in my life, those few seconds I thought you were dead.
[ Just remembering how much his heart hurt probably makes its way to Eli. His blood remembers the pain. ]
[ What a dumb baby brother. Elijah smiles softly, bringing his hands up to press them over Ezra's. Yep, they still fit together like they used to. How many times did Ezra pull him close and beg him not to leave? How many times did they stay close, knowing it was just them versus the rest of the world? It's deeply nostalgic. Elijah doesn't quite have the words, but it helps that they don't really need them when they're sharing the same blood and staying this close. ]
I can somewhat relate. I may not have known with certainty back then, but when you'd been shot, I... it was like having my soul ripped from me.
[ He didn't even believe in souls at one point, so this is your big bro admitting he was maybe scared and confused and deeply upset. ]
We're a bit fucked up, aren't we?
[ He says that, but he grips Ezra tighter, lacing their fingers. Sorry, there's no escaping now. ]
[ Always fit so perfectly, two halves of a whole. They were so close until they were wrenched apart. Ezra presses closer, swallowing a lump in his throat. ]
That's what it felt like. [ Squeeze. ] So if you need my blood, you can take it. It's not even a question.
[ He tangles their fingers together with a hoarse little chuckle. Vice grip, like when they were boys. Scooting into each other's beds when they had scary dreams. ]
At least we're the only ones who have to deal with our own brand of bullshit.
[ They spent way too long apart, in Eli's opinion. It figures life would force them together again. Things might not be perfect, but they're moving towards where they should be. At least that's how it feels. ]
Thank you. I know I don't say that enough, but... [ He squeezes back. ] I know I don't have to, with you.
[ Ezra Gets It. Of course he does. They can practically read each other's minds now. But even when they couldn't, he didn't have to—Ezra just always knew. Whether they held hands or just huddled close, Eli was never the more talkative one. He didn't need to be.
Maybe it's not just them anymore, but at times like this it can feel like it. ]
Well, except Hank. But I imagine since he decided to marry you, he's got a soft spot for our brand of strange.
[ Too long apart. That's probably part of why they were varying shades of miserable. Ezra just got angry, Eli shut himself away. But they're together now and their bond has been properly healing ever since. ]
You don't but... you're welcome. I'm always gonna be here for you. I'm not running away ever again.
[ They've always protected each other in their own ways. Ezra did the talking, was the one who got his little hands dirty and bruised trying to defend him. Getting in trouble for him. Seems like it's always going to be like, in some way.
He chuckles. ] I'd say so. He's stuck with us forever.
[ Ten years is a long time. Good thing they're going to have a good long time together starting now. ]
You'd better not. I can find you anywhere now.
[ He taps his head, shooting him a look like "I'm in your head, aren't you lucky." He could talk into his mind if he really wanted to. Really, once he gets the hang of his powers, he's going to be terrifying.
Elijah chuckles that Kamski chuckle. Hank sure signed up for a freaky family. ]
He is. How lucky for him, two Kamskis for the price of one.
[ They probably need to keep making breakfast, but they're cuddling first ok!! ]
[ Vampires are known to hole up in their mansions. Ezra really might have to go grab him eventually. But they can worry about that later... they're going to have centuries upon centuries to deal with that. No one is ever going to fuck with Detroit ever again, needless to say. ]
Being an alpha sure has its perks.
[ He chuckles. Hank really did luck out. In a weird way it works out that they're both carrying the same blood. It sure is the only way Eli was allowed to drink from his alpha's mate. The same mate that is cuddling him but he doesn't pull away and may actually lean in. A little. It's fine!! ]
I'm not getting a cape. [ Eli shakes his head. ] A hat though... that would be good. I can easily pull that off.
Yep, getting both of us. He really is the strongest in the city.
[ The more they talk apparently the more 'okay' with this Ezra is. Maybe it's because they're cuddling and his blood is just so... close. Who knows. They're so weird. (Sorry about all the upcoming threesome dreams, Hank.)
Ezra actually leans in and nuzzles at his brother in a very Wolf Pack Moment. He doesn't even realize he's done it. ]
You'd look pretty good in a hat. You gotta really lean into the aesthetic, it's gonna be great.
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You're not a zombie, Eli. Your... default state is just different. My shit got changed up too.
[ His stomach suddenly gurgles. ] Like that, I'm fuckin' hungry all the damn time. And my resting heart is too fast and literally all of my body hair grows to damn fast now. Things change.
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[ He shrugs. When has the internet ever been right anyway. Ezra's stomach makes him chuckle though. ]
You are remarkably hairy now. And yet you still managed to find happiness. I'm happy for you, you know.
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[ It's definitely time for breakfast and maybe let his hubby sleep in. He's very cute when he sleeps, it's hard not to just gaze at him lovingly. ]
We've always been hairy, you're the one who started shaving the second puberty hit. [ But he softens into a smile. ] Thanks... it's gonna be just fine for you too, I know it.
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It helps me swim.
[ Sure sounds better than "body hair is gross" but that's Eli's opinion, man. He smiles, looking down at Hank too. Maybe he can't have him romantically (does he want that? Or is that Ezra's blood talking?) but he can have his support. They're a pack. He can feel that, deep in his core. He wouldn't be sane without it, evidently. ]
Im sure you wouldn't let me be anything less.
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Uh huh. [ Well you don't have to worry about it now, at least.
Aw, Eli actually looks sweet looking down at Hank... he knows his feelings are partially his fault but. There are worse people to have feelings for, he supposes. Hank won't ever lead him on anyway. ]
Pretty much. You're gonna be happy and safe whether you like it or not, dammit.
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Quite the threat.
[ Of course, he's lucky. He knows he's lucky. Hank and Ezra are both too good for him, but he's always been good at taking advantage of a good thing. ]
So, my ridiculously hungry brother, do you want to go make breakfast? I'm interested in seeing if I can stomach coffee.
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Yes, please. Make some extra for Hank when he gets up.
[ He leans down to give his hubby a smooch before he rolls out of bed and heads to the closet. He slips on some sweat pants and one of Hank's band shirts before heading on out of the room. ]
I don't really see any reasons you couldn't, especially on a full tank. Just barf in the sink if you have to.
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I will. Though I sincerely hope you don't keep that instant drivel in your home.
[ Wow, you know Hank is special when Elijah Kamski doesn't complain about making him coffee. Elijah rolls his eyes (jealously) as he watches his brother kiss his husband. It's also super obvious that the shirt he's wearing isn't his, but that's the privilege you get from marrying a perfect man.
Elijah's wearing the same as yesterday. He tries to even out some of the wrinkles but gives up halfway through. Whatever. ]
Please don't talk about me like I'm some manner of blood-driven car. That's disgusting.
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[ Yep, you're so transparent bro. It's super cute. Look at him, caring. Proof Elijah Kamski has a heart.
But he snorts. ]
Sounds like some shitty sci-fi movie that I'm sure exists. Alright, fine. What terminology would you prefer, then? [ He heads over to the coffee maker and switches it on. ]
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[ Yeah, he'll make coffee for Hank, it's definitely not a big deal! Elijah Kamski totally doesn't have a heart!! He's dead and cold! ]
I haven't decided yet. But I'd rather you try and sound normal. You can just say I'm still full, or I just ate or— [ He scoffs. ] Not that I have a "full tank."
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Recharged batteries? Restocked supplies? Ooh, can I call it blood juice? [ Now he's just being annoying on purpose.
He heads to the fridge and pulls out some eggs and bacon. Gonna make the biggest fucking omelette. (Sorry he's not a kosher werewolf, babcia.) ]
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Please don't.
[ He rolls his eyes. Ezra is going to stick to this, he knows it. At least he can get started on that coffee while Ezra wastes his time. ]
This is your blood we're talking about. It doesn't bother you in the slightest?
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...not really, no. [ He goes to get a pan out and a bowl to whisk the eggs together. ] If you need my blood, you need my blood. I'd give you my coat if you were cold, same thing.
[ He turns to look at him and... grins slowly. It's very Cheshire Cat like. ] You're so sentimental.
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[ Oh, he's blushing. He buries his head in his hands and and grumbles. Time to start the coffee grinder so that he can't hear or see his brother's stupid face. ]
It's probably a vampire thing. Or perhaps it's a "you saved my life" thing. Ass.
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Yeah, yeah. I'm sorry, sometimes I joke because I'll go crazy if I don't. [ He squeezes him a little. ] You're welcome, Elijah. I know it's a big deal but it's not a hard choice because it's... you.
[ A pause and then he's quiet, but still audible. ] 'Cause I need you.
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He sighs, turning his head back just slightly so he can mumble. ]
I need you too.
[ Now more than ever, he knows. ]
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When I felt you turn... I thought I was too late. [ He presses closer. ] It was the worst thing I've ever felt in my life, those few seconds I thought you were dead.
[ Just remembering how much his heart hurt probably makes its way to Eli. His blood remembers the pain. ]
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I can somewhat relate. I may not have known with certainty back then, but when you'd been shot, I... it was like having my soul ripped from me.
[ He didn't even believe in souls at one point, so this is your big bro admitting he was maybe scared and confused and deeply upset. ]
We're a bit fucked up, aren't we?
[ He says that, but he grips Ezra tighter, lacing their fingers. Sorry, there's no escaping now. ]
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That's what it felt like. [ Squeeze. ] So if you need my blood, you can take it. It's not even a question.
[ He tangles their fingers together with a hoarse little chuckle. Vice grip, like when they were boys. Scooting into each other's beds when they had scary dreams. ]
At least we're the only ones who have to deal with our own brand of bullshit.
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Thank you. I know I don't say that enough, but... [ He squeezes back. ] I know I don't have to, with you.
[ Ezra Gets It. Of course he does. They can practically read each other's minds now. But even when they couldn't, he didn't have to—Ezra just always knew. Whether they held hands or just huddled close, Eli was never the more talkative one. He didn't need to be.
Maybe it's not just them anymore, but at times like this it can feel like it. ]
Well, except Hank. But I imagine since he decided to marry you, he's got a soft spot for our brand of strange.
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You don't but... you're welcome. I'm always gonna be here for you. I'm not running away ever again.
[ They've always protected each other in their own ways. Ezra did the talking, was the one who got his little hands dirty and bruised trying to defend him. Getting in trouble for him. Seems like it's always going to be like, in some way.
He chuckles. ] I'd say so. He's stuck with us forever.
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You'd better not. I can find you anywhere now.
[ He taps his head, shooting him a look like "I'm in your head, aren't you lucky." He could talk into his mind if he really wanted to. Really, once he gets the hang of his powers, he's going to be terrifying.
Elijah chuckles that Kamski chuckle. Hank sure signed up for a freaky family. ]
He is. How lucky for him, two Kamskis for the price of one.
[ They probably need to keep making breakfast, but they're cuddling first ok!! ]
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He chuckles at that. ] And I can find you too, so don't think you can get away with being all solitary and looming like you were before.
[ Oh he's gonna be so scary and Ezra's gonna be so proud. He can't wait until they're truly the Terrible Twins of Detroit. ]
Yup. He's pretty lucky, getting one of us on each side cuddling up to him all night.
[ Speaking of cuddling!! He wants to cuddle you bro... it's been so long. He just presses closer, arms around Eli's middle. He's quiet for a moment. ]
Are you gonna get a cape? You should get a cape.
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[ Vampires are known to hole up in their mansions. Ezra really might have to go grab him eventually. But they can worry about that later... they're going to have centuries upon centuries to deal with that. No one is ever going to fuck with Detroit ever again, needless to say. ]
Being an alpha sure has its perks.
[ He chuckles. Hank really did luck out. In a weird way it works out that they're both carrying the same blood. It sure is the only way Eli was allowed to drink from his alpha's mate. The same mate that is cuddling him but he doesn't pull away and may actually lean in. A little. It's fine!! ]
I'm not getting a cape. [ Eli shakes his head. ] A hat though... that would be good. I can easily pull that off.
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[ The more they talk apparently the more 'okay' with this Ezra is. Maybe it's because they're cuddling and his blood is just so... close. Who knows. They're so weird. (Sorry about all the upcoming threesome dreams, Hank.)
Ezra actually leans in and nuzzles at his brother in a very Wolf Pack Moment. He doesn't even realize he's done it. ]
You'd look pretty good in a hat. You gotta really lean into the aesthetic, it's gonna be great.
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