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Hank Anderson ([personal profile] donotlick) wrote2018-10-30 01:33 pm

spooky scary

aka: a psl for grumpy cops
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-30 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Gavin's been doing his best to be something close to 'better' ever since the Everything that happened when Connor showed up. He's still a dick but there are definitely less fists flying at DPD as of late. And attempts to work with people with less bitching and loudly telling them everything he thinks they're doing wrong.

Like Hank. It does seem like he's been trying as of late. And Connor is... Connor.

So there they are on a routine little mission and of course, like everything in Gavin's life, it has to go tits up. They have more guns than they should have and when he sees them drawn he doesn't even think twice about it.

It makes him realize what he still think of Hank, in the back of his mind. 'Hank the father, Hank has a son, he can't die—' He still thinks that when he jumps in front of the man, the man who years ago when he was baby faced and still naive taught him so much.

Fuck. It's always the worst moments that make him remember how sentimental he actually is.

So there he is, bleeding out all over the place and wheezing with each breath. He coughs, blood spurting down his chin. He manages a craggy, wet, laugh. ]


Don't— [ Cough. ] Fuck, don't think I have much say in that. [ Shit. ] H-Hey, could you—

[ He coughs again. Fuck, this hurts. ]
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-30 11:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He coughs again, managing a wobbly grin as more blood oozes out of his mouth. It hurts so much he's getting numb, vision starting to get grainy and dull. ]

H-Hank, tell... tell my— [ Fuck, he can't talk anymore. He's wheezing, trying to pull air into his lungs that are quickly filling with blood. Gavin doesn't know tears are starting to stream out of his eyes.

Stay alive? There have been a few moments in his life he didn't. Been far too low and alone a good number of times. But right now? He wants to live. He wants to see his brother again. ]


Yes.

[ He croaks it. He doesn't know, but he's clinging to Hank with his failing strength. His skin is getting too pale. ]

Please.
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-30 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Gavin's slipping away fast enough that he can't even think anything about what he sees. He's dying, hallucinating, maybe Hank's eyes have always been amber like that...

He doesn't feel it when he bites, already in so much pain. But when it hits his bone, his marrow, starts to seep in— He gasps and chokes loudly, limbs twitching and convulsing for a few seconds as his head dips back.

Then he stops. Mercifully, it is indeed quick. Gavin's eyes roll back into his head and he stops moving entirely.

Not that long after, his breathing starts up again. Each inhale less wheezy than the last. ]
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 12:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ He's still out of it, only slightly aware that Hank's even picked him up. Things are getting less... numb. Now he feels kind of hot, like a slight fever is simmering under is skin for a moment. So many changes are happening as his DNA is rewritten, as bone and sinew are stitched back together.

Still bleeding a little though. He oofs when he's in the back seat. Then grumbles at the smell, ugh, what the fuck? What is that? He manages to flail an arm, grabbing the towel and tossing it on the floor of the car. ]


Hnnnggh fuck, reeks of wet dog...

[ Then suddenly he starts to cough and next thing he knows he's coughed two bullets into the palm of his hand. ]

Wh'the'fuck...? [ Is he drunk? High on pain meds? What is happening? ]
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ Get used to what? He hears a few more bullets hit the floor as he shifts around, trying to look at Hank.

The light from the stoplight is suddenly too bright and he flinches, covering his eyes. Everything is too loud for a moment, buzzing and humming. He hears the man in the car next to then sneeze. ]


Wuh? Oh. Yeah. Sorry.

[ It fucking reeks though; he manages to reach down with his nose closed and wipe at some of the blood. But he gets too dizzy again and drops it, rolling onto his back at staring at the ceiling of Hank's car. ]

Fuck.
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 12:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ He does so, pressing the heels of his hands against his eyes. The world is still spinning but it seems a little better like that. In, out. In, out. Focusing on his own breathing helps, even though his pulse is like a caged bird behind his ribs. ]

I seem like a 'zen' kinda guy to you?

[ It's a good sign, when Gavin tries to be a smart ass. His voice is hoarse and a little rumbly. ]
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ As the seconds tick on, Gavin becomes more and more... aware, if that makes any sense. He has to be stoned, it doesn't make any sense otherwise. Everything is too loud and bright and it's making his teeth hurt. He clenches them, hissing in and out through them as Hank drives.

At least frustration is an old friend. ]


Are we there yet, Jesus Christ—
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
What the fuck—

[ Why is Hank yankin' him around so much all of a sudden? He almost forgets he'd just been riddled with gunshot woulds when he drags him out and they make their way to his front porch.

He manages to look down, expecting more dripping blood but... there isn't any. It's caked and congealed to the remnants of his shirt, down his jeans, but under the ripped fabric is his unharmed stomach. ]


What the fuck, Hank? What's going on?
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ And... they're not going in Hank's front door. Around the back... and... wait what. The basement. Is this where Hank reveals he has some sex dungeon or some shit?! What the fuck!

He fidgets a little. ]


You better start with why we're not going in your front door, asshole!
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ And that was just all kinds of not the kind of response he was expecting, so he physically and verbally fumbles as they head down into it. ]

W-What the fuck are you babbling about?

[ Do you have a piss fetish, Hank? What is happening! You throwing him on the bed isn't helping, his heart is suddenly pounding like a sledge hammer. ]

I don't need a fuckin' excuse to be angry— Jesus Christ why is everything so goddamn loud?!

[ His jeans rubbing against the sheets, the hum of the fridge in the corner (the food inside smells really good), Hank's breathing, the overwhelming stench of his drying blood. ]
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ It definitely does. He hisses, although it's actually closer to a growl, and he covers his hears. He glares at Hank, biting the insides of his cheeks hard.

He... huh. Something feels weird, in the back of his mind, when he looks at Hank now. Something different. Something fierce and... loyal? He can smell the whiskey he drinks on his breath, his cologne, the scent of Sumo on his clothes. Thirium and plastic from Connor.

Gavin drops his hands and listens and— ]


What the fuck? [ It's meant to sound sarcastic but it comes out a little more hysterical. ] Werewolf?! You are fucking crazy, Hank, that—

[ He's about to go on a tirade but it stops as abruptly as it starts. Gavin sort of crumples and looks down at his stomach that he knows was riddled with fatal wounds not too long ago. He looks at his hands. ]

I-I didn't... want to die.
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ That's the thing, he's totally right. And in hindsight, there sure were a lot of things that Hank just... walked away from with hardly a scratch. All those red ice raids, never getting injured when others did.

Fuck. Fuck.

He takes a shaky breath and looks back up at him, putting his hands down on his lap. Gavin chews on his lip for a moment, noting how quickly the chewed up flesh in his mouth healed over. ]


So... what? You my master or whatever now? Am I your little errand bitch? What's the arrangement here?

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