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Hank Anderson ([personal profile] donotlick) wrote2018-10-30 01:33 pm

spooky scary

aka: a psl for grumpy cops
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ It definitely does. He hisses, although it's actually closer to a growl, and he covers his hears. He glares at Hank, biting the insides of his cheeks hard.

He... huh. Something feels weird, in the back of his mind, when he looks at Hank now. Something different. Something fierce and... loyal? He can smell the whiskey he drinks on his breath, his cologne, the scent of Sumo on his clothes. Thirium and plastic from Connor.

Gavin drops his hands and listens and— ]


What the fuck? [ It's meant to sound sarcastic but it comes out a little more hysterical. ] Werewolf?! You are fucking crazy, Hank, that—

[ He's about to go on a tirade but it stops as abruptly as it starts. Gavin sort of crumples and looks down at his stomach that he knows was riddled with fatal wounds not too long ago. He looks at his hands. ]

I-I didn't... want to die.
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ That's the thing, he's totally right. And in hindsight, there sure were a lot of things that Hank just... walked away from with hardly a scratch. All those red ice raids, never getting injured when others did.

Fuck. Fuck.

He takes a shaky breath and looks back up at him, putting his hands down on his lap. Gavin chews on his lip for a moment, noting how quickly the chewed up flesh in his mouth healed over. ]


So... what? You my master or whatever now? Am I your little errand bitch? What's the arrangement here?
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ He's used to people only ever expecting something from him, it's the first thing his mind jumps to; his mouth twists around a bit as he absorbs that, clicking his fingernails together. ]

Y'mean there isn't a DPD werewolf squad?

[ The quip is to hide the... interesting little feeling that flutters in his gut at that answer. Jesus, Hank, don't start making him think he's special or anything. Saving his life when he's been nothing but an asshole to you for years? Fuck.

Fuck, why is Hank such a goddamn good person? It really makes him want to do better. He swallows thickly. ]


I... thanks. [ He mutters it. Then let's just move on past that real quick: ] So, what? We get toothy and fuzzy on the full moon?
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ Gavin rolls his eyes. The great irony of all of this: turned into a werewolf when you're a massive cat person.

He sighs and rubs at his temple a moment. ]


Sounds like a party... wait! That's the reason you take a day off once a month? Oh for fuck's sake—

[ He just sighs as the feeling comes and goes. For all the boundless energy he now possesses, he feels fuckin' exhausted. The complete change in existence and life will do that to a guy.

So he sighs and looks back down, picking at his destroyed shirt. ]


Yeah, smelling my old blood is driving me nuts. I'm gonna put a pause on this journey of self discovery until I can get cleaned up.
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
Werewolf and can still get drunk, huh? That's hilarious.

[ Yeah it's certainly... yeah. It's almost like there's a new set of thoughts in the back of his mind, his subconscious, giving him information and... suggestions. Like a growling, wolfy angel and devil on his shoulder. The longer he's settling into this, the more aware of it he becomes.

He picks at the dried blood and looks back up at Hank. ]


So you're not just gonna spray me with the hose? [ Quipping is definitely a defense mechanism. ] Yeah, uh, that'd be great.

[ He gets up, head rushing a little. He rubs at his temples again. ]

Fuck it's like learning to walk all over again—
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 02:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Somehow getting Hank to laugh makes him feel a little more grounded, but he still wobbles a little and absently puts a hand on his upper arm. He just blinks a few times, takes a deep breath, and slowly straightens his spine like it's suddenly made of tissue paper or something.

He rolls his eyes, about to snark something else before— Wait— He looks at him, brows raising. ]
Wait... can you talk to dogs? Is that what you're saying?

[ Because if Gavin can talk to dogs he wants a refund because he's a cat person, goddammit.

At the mention of food he realizes his stomach is still churning and the thought is entirely unpleasant at the moment. He grits his teeth a little. ]


Maybe. Let me shower first and I'll think about it.

[ With that, he starts to hobble over to the stairs. ]
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 03:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's infuriating how much sense that makes. He just huffs as they make their way upstairs, stomach still twisting. ]

I fuckin' hope not. [ Ugh, god, the wood creaking in the stairs is awful. ] Yeah, yeah... I'll eat something. Just gimme a bit.

[ He thinks there might be one last bullet in his gut causing trouble. Maybe it was the one that really would have killed him... did kill him?

Fuck. Quick, move on— ]


You got clothes I can borrow?
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 03:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Oh fuck there's Sumo and... yup. He 'understands' that whine. Goddammit! He's not gonna stop being a cat person because of this, Hank!

He grunts when they're inside, giving said dog a little look. Hey, yeah, we're cousins now or some shit Sumo. Whoop-dee-doo. ]


S'fine. [ Fuck it. He shrugs out of his jacket, which is mostly intact, but then just peels off his tattered shirt right then and there. His torso is still caked in dried blood. ] Not gonna be picky.
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I have my moments. [ He hasn't been shirtless around Hank since he was a rookie and he's so very past the point of giving a shit at the moment. (He hopes, in the back of his mind, that getting turned didn't like... erase his tattoo on his back.)

...and why is Sumo really fucking cute to him all of a sudden? Jesus Christ, what is happening to him?! He meanders to the bathroom and huffs. ]


I won't wreck your bathroom, don't worry. [ He pauses a moment, working his jaw back and forth. It doesn't click like it used to. ] But... thanks.
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 04:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Between running all over Detroit, stress working out a lot after his grandmother died and everything else he's kept in pretty good shape. ]

Yeah, yeah. [ He's flippant but he's reaching the end of his rope a little. He's glad Hank's going to step out for a minute.

He swallows around the lump in his throat. ]
Take your time. See you in a bit then.

[ With that, he goes into the bathroom and closes the door. And immediatly runs over to the toilet and heaves and chokes over it. Blood and leftover bile come out and he coughs a few more times, the final bullet finally falling into his palm. Gavin's breath is ragged for a moment before he tosses it in the trash and flushes the toilet.

He stumbles over to the sink and looks at himself. He looks... the same, yet not. The bags and wrinkles under his eyes from the years of insomnia are suddenly gone, his mild eczema vanished and... what? The scar is still there, but he runs two fingers down each side of his nose. Then inhales harshly withot a snort or a honk. What the fuck? It un-deviated is septum?

He stares at his face again. It's like the mask of Gavin is suddenly gone and all he can see is his brother's face, fully for the first time in over a decade.

Fuck.

He almost rips off his belt, jeans and underwear and all but leaps into the shower. He turns the water on a scalding hot and stares at his hands.

He's too different now, isn't he? Too different from Eli? Gavin crumbles to the floor of the tub and cries. It's more like a howl, a growl, and he watches the blood circle down the drain.

Gavin just crouches there until the water runs cold, until he hears Hank and Sumo return. ]
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 04:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Gavin lets it all out and feels... drained but a little more stable on his feet. All the blood has finally washed off of him and he steps out of the shower.

He wipes the condensation off the mirror and stares at himself again. His hair is plastered to his forehead, all the gel washed out, and he somehow looks even younger. He reaches up and puts a hand over the spot where Hank bit him, feeling goosebumps pull up his neck at the still fresh memory. Fuck. Fuck. He closes his eyes and gulps, opening them when he hears Hank approach.

He wraps the towel around his waist, running his fingers through his hair. ]


Yeah, I'm covered up. You can come in. [ He sounds... tired. ]
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 05:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Hank's always been kind of a comfort professionally, although Gavin would never dare admit it. But now it's... different. Something rough and primal deep inside him almost wants to coo in relief when he sees Hank again, having been so distraught when he was alone. Fuck, this is gonna be annoying to get used to.

The clothes do smell like him and it's... nice. He accepts them with a small nod. ]
Yeah, uh, thanks.

[ He snorts, looking at the shirt. This band was pretty big when he was in high school... And as if on cue, his stomach gurgles. He makes a face, sighing. ]

Yeah... I think that's best. I can barely tell my head from my ass right now. [ Then he looks back at Hank, then the door. ] So get a move on so I can change, alright?

[ Well he's definitely feeling a little better, huh? ]
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[personal profile] coffeedipshit 2018-10-31 05:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Gavin just shoots him the bird as he leaves. And then once he's alone he... presses the shirt to his face.

Oh fuck.

He yanks it away, turning red up to his ears and shaking his head. What the fuck! No! Absolutely not!

Grumbling, he drops the towel and slips on the sweats and shirt. A little baggy, but it has a drawstring and he's broad enough in the shoulders that he's not swimming in it.

Once he steps back out into the hall he smells the steak and... okay, Gavin's never been a steak guy. He was a vegetarian through most of school, actually. But holy fuck that smells like the best goddamn thing ever.

He pads into the kitchen, bangs on his head making him look incredibly boyish, and he crosses his arms. ]


Can't fuckin' believe you've made me want steak now, Anderson.

[ With that, he plops himself down at the table. ]

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