[ He takes another drink. He could finish the whole thing off, but he's gonna have to save it up for the next bombshell, so he only drinks about half of it. ]
Probably since about the time I remembered him dying for me back home. Or maybe the first time he told me I should stick around? Instead of... well, you know. Haven't been in a very good place since even before I got here. [ He sighs. ] Maybe it's fucked up that I fall for the first cute guy who gave a shit about me, but goddamn if I can't stop caring about him.
It's fucking complicated because we're partners, and that's always gonna come first. Never mind that he's fucking dating Han. [ He especially sighs there. ] I just need to fucking get over it. And I'm trying, you know? I'm just... fuck, you know? Fuck.
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[ He takes another drink. He could finish the whole thing off, but he's gonna have to save it up for the next bombshell, so he only drinks about half of it. ]
Probably since about the time I remembered him dying for me back home. Or maybe the first time he told me I should stick around? Instead of... well, you know. Haven't been in a very good place since even before I got here. [ He sighs. ] Maybe it's fucked up that I fall for the first cute guy who gave a shit about me, but goddamn if I can't stop caring about him.
It's fucking complicated because we're partners, and that's always gonna come first. Never mind that he's fucking dating Han. [ He especially sighs there. ] I just need to fucking get over it. And I'm trying, you know? I'm just... fuck, you know? Fuck.